Monday, July 10, 2006
since the caller will not hang up, and is "willing to wait" for a supervisor, i have to write unless i want to go crazy thinking about my stats. why, oh, why do i have to be the one to get this call??? *drama queen mode* i am so tempted to tell her that the estimated wait time is 100 years. harhar.
ha! she hung up. ok, i will have to - oh now, i'm confused about what to do. the little bitch.
ah, yes, 15-minute break. *aux 1* i have to check my phone.. japo might have texted already. hihi. =) or he's still sleeping. he wasn't feeling very well last night. *pouts* hmmm...
(*2nd break*)
negative. no messages from him. anyway, i've been wondering for a few days now - is it possible that i'm still sufferring from insomnia when i already have the schedule that, i thought, fits my body clock?
it worked fine at first. me having the night shift. i felt great at work. i have been trained for this. now, it's different. the most tired i feel is from 10pm to 12mn. i still feel groggy at 1am and i only feel totally awake by 4am, i guess. and then i will not even feel the need to sleep until late afternoon. so that leaves me with only a few hours sleep, see? i hate my body for forever trying to go against the "norm". tsk.
sleeping pills pop into mind. but they scare me. more than birth control, even.
ooohhh.. i have an annoying thought for the day. someone DARED to talk back to me somewhere. he is so dead. there is no problem with anyone talking back, actually. hell, japo and gracelle talk back to me anytime they want. but THEY can do that. they're smart (yes, gracelle does talk sense sometimes =p), open-minded, interesting, well rounded, they have personality and more importantly, they're beautiful. so there. shoot me for being a superficial and judgmental brat. i will not tolerate anyone below the standards i have set acting like they're worthy of anything more than i think they deserve. bleh.
lunch time! =) but i'm not really very hungry. gonna check my phone for messages again. it's already morning, he should be up already. hmmm... *aux 2*
(*lunch*)
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had a looooong call after lunch. so depressing. the team meeting after my shift wasn't exactly helpful either (although i found out that i have a fairly attractive teammate *yawn*). i just wanted to crash in my bed. i want to wake up in elbi.
thought overload @ 1:29 PM |
